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actually,i got influenced by a that bloghopping day namin ni lique..! i wonder will she eventually give blogging a try..hmm
liq hope u're okei na..mwah!:)
another reason.. sira ang uploadan ng pics d2..nd i got pissed and wala ang color pink..like duH!.. bye tblog!:)
hey everyone..iL construct the other site muna.. im changing blogs..:p oh-mi-god..[b]they just changed tblog..!![/b] haha..gosh,they have a new layout..! hmmm.. did they just hear me saying lilipat ako... haha weird, either way..ive created a new account na.. bye:)
it's finally december!!...i can feel term break na, haay it makes me feel a lot better just having the thought of it..:)
hmm yesterday..i was again,unhappy. Not for any other reason but school..i dunno may be i just feel soo tired already or is it just that i'm not in the mood to study or that my minds not in the condition to think..whatever! it just hurts that i was never like this..uhhh, too much wailing..too much complaining..all that crap! haha!:)
luci went to lasalle kanina..just to be able to spend our monthsari together:) i was happy,but it never lasted til the day ended for reasons im not capable of understanding..
im getting pretty dramatic nowadays..i wonder, whats in me?!
its my stat..i was sooo late in class, i had an exam :( oh god!:(
my tita's coming home for xmas..well, umm we don't celebrate xmas nga pala..hehe! but she's going home..yey!:) but mama's leaving for singapore for a 5 day convention..i hope she would ask me to come...waahhh!
i find it weird that people are always anticipating for the december month while I stand clueless on the fact that my decembers are not always that good... every year it seems somethings lacking..somethings wrong.. somethings not normal..
i just wish this one would be different. it would be special..extra special :)
i want to change how my life goes.. how everthing turns out to be complicated and insignificant i want change..a new life.. just a new life.. God knows what I'm talking about :) i hope he hears my prayes..:)
I fell asleep while reading the ethicom handouts..then i got awakened by the deep silence and so its 3:28 now..
I feel lonely,i dunno why..after i studied a bit of stat lessons for my 4th quiz tomorrow i so wanted to get online (for some petty reasons...) 3 minutes after i signed in in my ym..unknowingly an old chatmate sent me a sad face, so we talked..and talked...and eventually say our goodbyes...nah,i was kindoff disappointed it is rare that i get to be like this..ready for long sensible talks, having enough time for chit-chats..haay..
last monday was a BIG TIME blast day for me! wuhoo!!!..it was sooo unforgettable that i so so wanted to forget the day ever existed!! its a little secret...shhh..!! nobody should know...i mean NOBODY!
divisoria..scariest,dirties,creppies t place in the country..! (sorry for those divi fanatics out there...) i HATE it!! you should've caught me crying while walking on divisoria streets..(not being maarte ha,coz i was never like..)thank god luci's there..! i could've died without him..iloveyou!:)
*im bothered bakit nailaw ung wifi ito sa laptop??...hmp!
anyway, todays my monthsari..5th month + 2 years :) i spent the loveliest day yesterday with luci..just hanging around in our place, talking and talking and more talks..iloveit!:) i already have birthday plans..haha! (layo pa!!)...bt i have to be really frugal na..i want to go to thailand:p
aHhHAhhHHAAaaaAhhOOooOObBOooEeeeeSSassEoOo
wala lang.. i saw prime nung sunday..two thumbs up..uhh, one enehap..hehe! nahhh..its really a nice flick..go see it!
i have painful thoughts running in my mind...uhhhh,hate it! when will this fucking thing end?? i have to re-edit the video pa..shoot for hoops..for porong...study for this,that..puta!! im tired..i've been tired for almost a year and this is not okei!! really not okei.. im not really reklamadora type,but im just not in the condition anymore to study! as much as i try to be really really focus, in the end i always mess up..i hate it!! i hate this term..i want this term to end NOW!!!!!... i feel sooo out of track..:(
but don't get me wrong, i dont hate orgcom! i dont hate lasalle! and i dont hate my life.. its just that.. uhhh...i SUCK this term!!... i dont really now how it is to be mahirapan (nakalimutan ko ung english nito..haha!!) its me..im not used to it.....
waahhh..im just tired, i guess... oh well.todays another day!:)
no more space sa multiply..badtrip! i need to upload pix next month.. plenty of pixies are lined up..laco intrams,ayahs debut,some wala lang pix and just recently jownie's day..hmm! bat kasi 150 lng..haha!
super fun last night..jaipur:) i got super bangag..i dunno if i was drunk or what twas a different kind of feeling..
iloveyou unyo!:) mwah!..
gottago..magshoot pa ko..argh hassle!! lovelife..loveeet!
I feel like a fool..i wanted things to change around me.. i want to set aside my personal interest and be considerate to his feelings..this moment is right.
He just realized things that he was suppose to have realized right long before it had to be this way. I completely understand him..i swear to God I do. this is also what I want...i know,but not yet today... but I just can't let this happen.
NO...NO... i am again trapped in my own selfish reasons.. and he is to suffer..
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
How You Life Your Life
You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
You Are Apple Pie
You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional Those who like you crave security
You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.
i've become addicted to this..haha! ansaya..go try it for yourself..:) btw..ive learned this site from kix.. mwah!:)
that i don't mind doing right now..bt let me state a point..its so easy having it in bullet forms..concise,exact plus shallow thoughts! (when you are this tired..you disregard things that require you to think!..)
could you actually believe I am already like cindz..for the very very first time in my 18 years of existence in planet earth..I saw a movie ALONE!! yepyep..alone! i saw flightplan at town this day. whew! that is something i never imagined doing..i'm actually torn between feelings of weirndness and proudness :P
I did not end my stay at the town being alone..as soon as I walked out of cinema 5, as I made my way through those madaming tao sa cinemas..i saw jownie, walking...alone din! yay!... i saw her depressed. so being both umm lonely and upset (haha)..we decided to walk together and find a conducive place where we could talk..if there is such inside the mall. whatever!..
since we're both emotionally distracted, we became clueless on where to go...we went walking, and walking..and finally settled in seattles!..its a coffee talk, w/o the coffee..we just stayed outside, anyway..we just needed to talk.
she cried. i almost did... we helped each other feel a little better we shared stories,chismis,sensitive topics,past,ideas,opinion ..& so on..
so there...thats my night..it was happy and fun,and a little dramatic.. i have another havies..iwant some more! dress code will be removed next year..finally i can wear havies to school..super excited kami ni lique! haha..
since luci and I went almost beyond that breaking line..haha! i got suhol, i bought him a shirt!..i realized that you will learn to appreciate a man's stuff when you began having one. :) i just love their shirts,bags,slippers..loveit!
wala nakong money..all gone,haha! not yet,im gonna buy that topshop skirt pa tom :)..!!i saw that bolero again..:( ang mahal kasi..argh!
stuck.stuck.stuck.stuck. gone.gone.gone.gone. plus a little outta self and confused.
i've been soooo busy for the past days! as in literally busy..as in literal!!!!
I can't even find time to pee...(wee-wee) :P im sleepy, im upset, im tired, my mind's exhausted so is my whole body...
i wasn't able to finish my stat quiz kanina, arggh...i had to finish that orgavid video kasi...haay, editing i love it but pressure i loathe youuu!!!
kabadtrip tlga!!.. i find it funny when people ask me..(ones that are not from the same school as mine..) "finals nyo na ba?..bat ganyan?.."
pucha thats precisely the point..this is just a usual orgcom day... and its super tiring..
here goes my sentiments again. I'm freakin' tired..orgcom people are too, i bet.
can't wait for a friday. can't wait! ineedsleep.plentyofit.
you know what, before I went home I saw this old classmate of mine way way back 1st year..I saw him with his girl and on how he slowly slided his hand to fit right to hers. sweet. imissthatkindoffeeling.
hindi pako nagpapatahi ng dress fo jownie's partee..sh*t! luci and I are magulo..haha! iloveyou!:) 3 days na kami di nagkikita..miracle! haha..
...maybe the people who often times visit my blogsite would get the idea that I am but a lax student..that i don't have workloads and that I'm always bored. I noticed that from last week I've never failed to post a blog every other day, or lets say...quite frequently than I used to. So am I really not busy?
haha..soo wrong! di ko na nga alam anu uunahin ko eh..gosh ang dami ko nanamang ginagawa..and as ms. diaz said, "the loads are not going to get any lighter.." oh yes i can see that..:p
like right now I'm doing the questionnaire for an interview tomorrow of a multinational company manager. Tomorrow at 6pm i'll be taking a video of LSDC Street's practice for my orgavid class, on wed from 10:20 to 9pm we will be editing the video and also report the whole interview thing right before the class that same day. On thurs i have a make up class 6-9 pm ng stat..and also a make-up quiz at 11 and also the orgavid class. On friday..pucha pahinga, i hope...this is death!!!
but i can still manange to post a blog parati..i love it! i love talking..and saying my nonsensical thoughts and those eerie feelings I feel everyday..oh well..
this afternoon..rad,yah and I ate lunch together @ the venue..sobra namiss ko c rad..as in! I miss 3rd term days..when the three of us will always be together, in everthing! i miss her talaga..sana magkatutoo, she'll join the carpool na..and sana she'll find happiness at hindi na confuse!..hehe..loveyah rad..
i've been craving for a yellow cab pizza since yesterday.. ...
he had been calling me up.. i feel bad..really bad how i wish we could have talked before he has gone home.. haaay :(
whew..just got home from my ayahpot's debut! I'm a bit sleepy na but I'm still waiting for luci's text..
first times:
*first time sa NLEX..hehe! (ung bago ha..:P) *luci drove the car from laguna to bulacan..wow! 3 hours..!tsktsk *saw ayahpot dance..sexxy! haha..loveyah *I heard luci on the phone with his mad dad...scarriiee! (di kasi nagpapaalam..yan tuloy..haha) *I tried that maybelline blush on..IT SUCKS! *long road trip with tex&unyo *just being with tex and luci in the car..:)
I'm super sleepy na talaga..can no longer wait for luci's text..nytie!
ayah sorry if we both cried..sabi sayo wala ng iyakan eh..hehe! loveu..thanks for loving me despite being unlovable..mwah! you are my lasalle life..u know that!
badtrip..i can't upload all the pics I took today! errr...exceed! next party, kay jownie!!.. that sex and the city outfit..aww!!.. mwahmwah!
wish I didn't sleep at all..maybe it could have added the 'P' in my errfect day!
I was wide awake up til 4:30 in the morning wed night/thurs morning..(so what is it?! i hate madaling araw..confusing!) finishing the PNA we are to submit thurs afternoon at 3pm! its actually our 3rd revision of the paper..from 8 pages, it shrinked into a 2 page PNA (i wonder how did that happen?) and bloomed into a 19 pages PNA on the 3rd revision..(how good are we then?hahaha!)
...we weren't able to see the whole paper..c ana banana kasi, she passed it right away. hmp banana! hehe :p sayang not seeing the fruits of our hard..hard..hard labor! anyway, this is not the first time staying up the whole day long happened to me..well this had happened several times during 1st term, so basically..its not a new feeling, not depressing nor upsetting!
at around 430..i decided to take a nap so I could concentrate on my 8 am class that same day..(imagine that!) i never really planned what time I should be waking up since knowing myself, i wasn't really the type na tulog mantika..kaso lang..argh! i woke up pass 7 am..at nagising ako coz liq was here na! fucker..so I actually had no choice..mama told them to go ahead na..
as they left..i was in full regret but still half asleep..haha! i was sooo frustrated, i dunno if i should still go to school or stay at home nalang, but the latter seemed such a borring idea..and dont you hate that feeling when u know u're missing out on something..badtrip un eh!
oh well..so nagcommute ako to cut the long story short..! but this time its different, this is the first (maybe second or third or fourth..but definetly not the fifth..hehe) time I rode a bus and got happy and excited.. what actually threatened me and gave me second thoughts on still going to class.. *di nako marunong tumawid..dati hassler nako jan eh..tsktsk! i was scared talaga..i dunno know how to cross the street from 7-11 to the terminal and my drop off point, from csb to lasalle..pucha!
as soon as I arrived in the terminal, i was sooo excited planning where i will sit..kaso had no choice naman, paalis na ung bus eh! basta..it was fun! i wasn't bored. the trip was not long..di naman heavy ung traffic. and as usual I observed people. my past time..i just could not let this oppurtunity pass..!
from the woman sitted besideme and her big bag and cute black cardigan, oh and I see she's not that well-organized..she almost turned her bag tipsy turvy only wanting to get a piso out of it. heck. to this old lady on my right, the only thing that separated us was the aisle, wala siyang arm rest..she kept on looking at my flops, bakit kaya?! maybe she's thinking 'will this girl go to school wearing a tsinelas?" ..oh thats a normal thought,fyi..totally not bothersome.hehe! to the guy sitted infront of the old lady, who has his mp3 cracking up the boredom out of him, i can see...and he kept on changing the batteries of his mp3 every 8 minutes..gano kadaming batt dala niya..and what actually made me laugh, his head kept on falling from the headrest?? (un b tawag dun?)..funny, im not making fun of him ha...funny lang ung itsura kasi..hehe! to the two old ladies infront of my seat..ang ingay nila and they're talking about somebody, chismis in short!!.. plus the kundoktor whose pants are inked by white paint..;p
ndi pala tumass fare eh..kala ko mali c kuyang kunduktor..ehehe! oh well...my afternoon was rather not a-okei..badtrip! badtrip! badtrip!...
haay when will this end... God knows when:(
ayahpot happy birthday.iwabyou! :) see you tonight..
--pass 3:30 in the morning..i just got up from bed when I was suppose to be right infront of this computer at 1030 pm..waah nakatulog ako!
*sorry ana,liq and ayah..kisses to the 3 of u!:)* um..did you guys do the PNA? hehe.. _________________________ _________________________ _________________________ _______________
my ethicom exam sucked!..i swear, this is the fist time ever that I felt soooo confused + rattled + stupid!.. badtrip! i changed papers, 4 times! badtrip! :(
I am loving stat..yey! I am loving it..
I want to own a BMW..how is that possible 3 years from now?
haven't gone to the 'shop for a cause' bazaar kanina..i was too busy!
gone singing again..saraap!! after..umm one term! i miss those videoke moments w/ my rooff!:)
desktop exam was bullshit! cheaters!!! plus we didn't pass that concept thing..i told ayah.."parang concept proposal lang yan...0.0 tayo!"..hahaha!!
I miss my second year, 1st term floating subjects..mizziiit!
i want to get a haircut and at the same time i want to grow my hair long...which one??..
I want thailand instead of HK..:(
I promise..study this time! p.r.o.m.i.s.e! i don't want my GPA going somewhere below there...! bakit ba kasi wala akong gana???...hmp!
finally nagreply na si mark, we have an org..'lsdc street'...thanxthanx!! big thanx reinus...i owe u! :)
ayoko mag philpher..fucker!...one more term and i'll have no choice but taking the subject!! waaah...
I wish ORGCOM is a lot easier..:( its depressing!
Panday..i saw it..did you?
Don't you just wish you draw well?...and artistic enough?...hmp! well, I DO! I DO! I DO!!
Why to I have to be obliged reading 'acts of the apostles'?
FLIGHPLAN, CHICKEN LITTLE....HARRY POTTER (1st time am gonna see it in theater..libre pa!haha)
I am patiently waiting...! just please..don't make me wait that long...and please, last request...love me the way he's loving me :) thanx!
I feel so bad about my academic standing...i dont get it! why the fuck am I really not in the mood to study this term!!
argh..I am only 25% of what I used to be last term..50%..hehe!! i think mga 80% naman un..ahah! labo, anyway..i still feel awful! argh..
nag jeep ako kanina..haha! yey!..i love that feeling:) nakakainis lang ang usok but masaya:) kaso may 2 scary guys who rode the jeepney near san pedro crossing..i held luci's left hand tightly! it was scary..oh they looked really scary!
*its panday! haha..wala lang :p *today was a usual day..steady lang *luci has a new fone *I forgot to buy dog foods
mamas here...she'll use the laptop..later nalang!
wee..im back! only 5 minutes more before 12 am strikes! (imagine how long mama used the internet..you know when work calls, work calls!!--- nonsense!)Last week's super saaraaap vacation really got me pinned on bed plus it made me feel like its also my term break..eeeeccck! ---------- -- ; So come Sunday night when I was finally ready to come back to school mode..I just realized waaahhhhh I have TONS ( i mean TONS ) of work loads..urgh!! I've wasted all my time and energy surfing the never ending multiply,friendster,yahoo sites...I should've finished desktop works instead.
I still have in mind fethis conversation with my fe...
"how does one become happy", she asked
he gave me series of answers, most were either hard to comprehend, too deep, or with too many words in it or if not it did not touch a thing in me...I was waiting for an answer that would echo in my mind for me to believe its the one I'm looking for...
then he answered:
You can only live happily ever after on a day to day basis...
its just perfect and true.
I've been a little sentimental these past few days... I want my world to be back.. I wish its easier said than done...
oh well..life is such! :) but I'm glad..couldn't be happier!
I know this is something different, i haven't really posted any serious stuff recently..well except for some heartaches and certain life disappointments that I encounter. Hence, I believe those are not good enough. I am perfectly not in the mood to talk serious,yes not now..not today. But then, I realized that I may be not in the mood but the timing is just right..Nothing distracts this hideous mind of mine so why not give it a try even if it will sound nonetheless, bullshit.
lets talk about politics.. I know you are already tired of hearing this. you're mind may be drained and hearts exhausted thats why you prefer to as much as you could stay away from it, but believe me..it wouldn't help! of course you know that It would not help, it would not help you. No, not your family, not your future, definetly not those stupid people who care less about the world,politics and life and focus more on their stylettos or friday night gimmicks..come on, are you actually one of those?!
I know you have something to say. I know you at least take a side on this mind wreckening issue. honestly, i no longer know which issue should I be talking about..is it still about GMA, about Evat, about Miriam Santiago ( i used to be a fan..but oh god, she's crazy..she is crazy!)..or whoever politician is frequently seen on your idiot box. I don't know anymore..but lets take it generally but putting GMA as the core of the issue.
Escudero is right, although what he said was never really striking..he is still right. May be lasing na nga siya sa kapangyarihan. Could you look at it closely please, my god she loves her position TOO MUCH. I don't know what else could she possibly do more to people who try to get her out from where she is right now. she's horrible. we should start getting scared, this should not be happening at the first place, what?!..tatahimik nalang and do nothing. letting others speak for us...letting others die for us...watch and do nothing?...this is depressing.
I remember my Filipino 3 professor speaking before the class after we saw the hacienda luisita documentary. The massacre that happened just a year ago, he asked us what we felt after seeing the docu..there were answers that they are galit, inis na inis, naawa, naiiyak and nasasaktan. His answer still echoes in my mind and found its place in my heart that did inspire me a lot, what he said went something like this..(he wasn't really good in talking..pero what he said is right!) kung galit ka o naiinis ka, then dapat gagawa ka ng paraan dun sa naramdaman mo. Hindi yung kung galit ka,e di galit ka lang, paglabas mo ng classroom wala na yung galit mo! dapat kung may nakita kang mali at nagalit ka,gawan mo ng paraan ipagsabi mo, sabihin mo sa mga tao yung nakita mong mali.
I try to apply it in my life..although I'm just starting this whole thing out..I try to make the initiative to correct the things I believe are wrong, I am starting to fix myself then greater things will follow as well. I love to be enlightened and be strengthen by strong points of view bof people in authority. Oh how I love knowledge and learning..It does more than just uplifting my spirits, it makes me powerful and strong. Thats why I love my everyday life in LaSalle! Sometimes I tend to wonder when will I start taking life seriously, or at least give much importance to things that should be dealt with more than a speck of seriousness. Everything around me is being played by me like a joke. I fear that tomorrow might be too late and be faced with the fact that there is actually no room for remaining playful all the time. I am but young, 18 is still young..18 is still like a kid and 18 is playful!
I am not yet willing to change, not just yet. This one conversation with luci where we talked about how mature women act, he did mention the attitudes he observed in girls who shows maturity. One thing that did make me wonder was when he made mention of being 'modest'.. uhmmm..will I ever be modest?!
okay...the I've brought the topic to somewhere else.sorry! I got distracted na kasi, i got calls and constant instant messages..!! I led the topic to my own ideas that has nothing to do with politics anymore..! now I dont have any idea how to lead it back there...hehe!
im sleepy...! i'll continue this when I find time,,!
waah what have I done?!..im so so sorry..soo sorry! :) I prefer not to speak a word about it anymore..shutting my mouth! yeah yeah..:p
anyway..today is not a usual day, i stayed home all day..WOW! i miss this kind of feeling..for several weeks, this is my only day of being once again a couch potato at home and god it feels sooo goooood!!
hell im enjoying this long weekend thing..saya! free from worries!!..of course,downside was..luci did not come over :( hmp! it was his cousin's birthday party..I put up a big fight pero eventually naging okei din..haha! labo.. i got really disappointed and I hate getting that feeling. I was all excited for us to spend a lot of time together at home, which antagal ng wala..tapos di pwede! hmp! but anyway, magkita naman kami tomorrow! hehe :P
I'm craving for chocolates!! yuummm and also for lotsa lovin and also for termbreak!!
I'm a little ready for heavy loads in the next weeks ahead... sleepless nights,depression,stress, brain damage,eyebags..uh-uh am I really ready?! NOooooOOOooooOOOOoooOOOOo ooooOOOO you know what?! • malapit na graduation ko..haha! it excites me everyday. that means, after 4 more terms I can finally do the thing I really love the most..u know what it is alryt,no need to say it again. haay,i can almost taste it. yum!
last night was one of the loneliest nights i had..a lot of realizations came to me and I was soo thankful my fe was there to listen to all those blah blahs i made..
funny thing about me is that i hate being "all out" in blogs or anything that can actually become a pubic issue later on..i try to be discreet once in a while especially if its about my paninindigan on something really important.
wait... I recalled this funny conversation w/ cindz,fe,bj (although he feel asleep agad)luci & lyn about paninindigan. This was right after lique's debut @ viv, we went at lyn's place. anyway, we asked each other, sino nga ba yung may paninindigan samin?!..and it seems like si beejay lang ang meron. Luci too has paninindigan, pag dating nga lang daw sakin.. nawawala. Cindz, wala. Lyn, wala. Fe..i dont know, coz we talked more about sex than paninindigan. Ako, I don't have to utter the words..they all know wala ako nun.
Oh well..about last night, thank heavens i have somebody sensible enough to share my deepest and weirdest emotions with..I owe you a lot fe btw, my fe is none other than mr.brian cajulis..one talented bitch! now I understand more how my problem arise..on where I'm coming from and where he is too. No solution for now though, but practically, i already had an idea why this all seemed to be such a mess.
it is never true that loving somebody is easy..uh-uh NEVER!! i have never understood its paradox just yet, but i'm unfolding it..willingly i am ready..
i know i made good points, fe knows that. but how sure I am that its right?!!..pucha this is killing me. But certainly, i don't wanna waste my time w/ the wrong one..i don't want to eradicate the whole essence of being committed and statying in a relationship w/ somebody. NO.NOT ME..
at least now i know i have a little bit of paninindigan..yikes! this scares me..!
*i love pastel colors..does that make me gay?!!* *best thing..i slept on luci's lap..* *sana ganito palage..bakasyon lagi!!.. no orgcom stress!!*
i'm missing somebody right now.. it makes me sad..
he's somebody I got really close with but nobody actually knows.. he tells me everything..everything (he used to..) he tells me things about *her*..and how special she is he calls me up in the middle of the night para makipag chikahan I'm the first person he would call up when he arrives in manila I can call him up and cry to him in the wee hours of the night he shares his great ideas, opinions and stories with me he never gets tired of cracking up jokes..that would always make me smile:) we would always find a reason to talk to each other...kahit tago at illegal we know its an illegal friendship..but we chose to keep it anyway he knows what are the things that will make me smile he knows when to avoid me and when to come near me, in short may diskarte! he comes to me for advice.. he tattles sensitive issues to me, chismoso kung baga! I know what he hates in a girl and what she loves about her.. He told me right away nung naging sila na..:)
I know he's happy... well ako din naman (are u actually buying this?..haha!) seriously, we have different lives now i just miss the kind of companionship we used to share..how warm he is when im around! how sweet and funny he can be..haha!funny past!! funny special friendship..
* you kinddof misinterpreted me, sorry If turned cold that day... it just wasn't right..everything's wasn't right..alam mo un, u know that I can't lose luci, you know that if he founds out he'll leave me. It just wasn't right...sorry I know that illegal friendship won't be back to normal anytime soon..and of course, you will have NO IDEA about this ..about how I feel but thats okei, at least for now, im happy that we are both going on w/ our lives, both happy! both thankful.. *
clearing some issues : illegal friends nalang talaga.no more.no less.
ang SWANGET ng boyfriend nya... bakit ganun?!! hahaah!! parehas silang mukang boy...waaah!!
parehas sila ng ________ niya...! haha! laughtrip :)
*im bad..shet! im bad*
laco intrams:
luci said.."anjan pala si maya(bang)man eh" what's with the havies craze?!! double weird!!... bata..bakit parang mas dalaga ka pa samin?! 20 ka na?! hehe.. lique on B**** or the other way around : explanation! explanation! putangina talaga..sila?! BULLSHEEET! i miss laco..sobbrraa! no place like home..!aww ang gwapo ni americano..haha! funny :p ang mga may uniform lang ang naporma...reminder! ang puti mo..ibang level! *envious* FE has a book.. editor xa..WOW! ang mahal naman ng y may tsinelas and may mga sabon and lotions?..labo! -they love havin it more than foods?! NO WAY BOI!- and ganda ng second year cheerdance.period.period.period. (they should've won)... tisa...move on! hehe! mwah! jesus..salamat sa palage mong pagsama sakin! LYN..iloveshuu!
more..more.. mag eedit pa ko!!
thanx melai for grnating us an interview!!...you are one brainy College Assembly President!! loveshaa!
wow...a new entry after a couple of weeks..whew!! this will be short nga lang..:)
hmm..i dont really have sensible things to say..gusto ko lang magupdate ng blog..ang corny ko na eh..hehe!
last sat..we went to tagaytay to have breakfast @ antonio's:) super cold, how i wish everyday ganun..hmmm:) then afterwards we went back home para ihatid si mama then went i accompanied (again) luci sa laco..my stay there was quite boring, i was suffering from a bad cough and at the same time i was soo sleepy that afternoon..tsktsk! then went to atc after.
On sat it'll be lique's debut na..i got soo tired looking for my-what-to-wear-cocktail- sana-outfit yesterday (it doesnt make sense, i know!) badtrip no more short dresses sa alabang..so left w/ no choice, mama and I went to makati..after an hour and 30 minutes scouting for that coctail-sana-outfit, i already found the unexpected short dress i've been looking for..it was difficult looking at first,coz october month is not really the month of gowns and good dresses..! am gonna pick it up on wed..i had it repaired! masikip sa bust..haha!!of course.. :P
haay daming gagawin..pucha! buti nalang wala ako sa mood mag-aral..at wala akong pakeelam..wee:)
*intrams sa laco tomorrow..wee:) *andaming bagong waigu flops..huhu! wanna buy! wanna buy! wanna buy! *Why andaming gustong bumili ng havies??..weird! *Can't eat chocolates -- have a bad cough--huhu! *i want that topshop bolero..waaahhhhhh
watch me SoAr :) -join my game and be in it-
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